i resurface one of my old poems:
I took advantage of that feeling,
of knowing that you're there,
an ever faithful friend
and a lifelong companion.
I'll never forget these days
that i cherish oh so much
the days of pure happiness...
days of childish fun.
Growing up is never easy,
But it would be easier
If i had you by my side
I know that our bonds are strong
I know that we'll be friends
for ages and ages to come
But there is a weight upon my heart
that pulls my hope down.
It's that feeling of being lonely,
despite an abundance of company,
It's that feeling of depression
in the midst of tons of joy,
It's that thought of losing you,
friends i love so much.
I know our bonds are strong,
I know we'll still be friends,
but that leaden weight upon my heart
can't help but bring me down.
I'll miss you all with all my heart
until the day i lay to rest
eternally in the ground,
finally at peace....
Without this leaden weight
pressing down upon my chest. | 